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Saturday, 22 December 2012

For Jasmine

I'm writing this because i feel gulty.
Because i've cryed so much when I heard she died, and i cry everytime i see a pic of her.
She was Jasmine, 3 years od, felv+
She was with the association of volunteers I adopted my cats from.
I've read the association make a plea for her almost everyday....
Nobody wanted to adopt her....
Then she got a family, and i was so happy!
But after a few days they got her back because of some allergy...and all the hope i had for her to be finally happy crashed...
The plea start again...i was following her story, I did talk with my bf about adopting her too, but we already have 2 cats and they are healthy and we had not enough money to vaccinate both of them against felv, nor to feed 3 cats....
I had to agree with him about that.
But Jasmine was still there, luckly i knew the volunteers were all sweet and kind with her, but she was not living in an home, but like, just in a room.
I hugged my cats tight everytime i thought of her..her needing an hug and a cuddle and a kiss, like Ichi and Nichan always have.
Then she got a new family, with other cats.
A new home and new sisters and brothers for her, they were posting pics of her sitting on the chair, sleeping on the radiator.
I felt so better knowing she finally got her own family loving her.
But all of a sudden,about 1 months after, i did read she was dead....
I don't even know how, nor why...but she was gone forever.
I was in the car with my bf and i start to cry and cry, and i'm still crying.
She knew the love of a family in the end...but for so short..too short.

I'm so sorry, Jasmine...
I feel so bad I can't even ask you to forgive me.
But i won't forget you.
I chose my cats, even if I adopted them, i chose them to be still kitten, and healthy, and i hope for them to live forever and happy with me and bf.
But when the time will come, and i will be older, i want to get all the cats too old, or too ill..the cats novody else wants.
Because all cats are beautiful and all cats deserve to be loved.
All animals deserve to be loved.

Goodbye sweet Jasmine


  1. I'm glad she finally had a home, even for a little while. She was so young and should have lived for many many years to come. These things make me cry too and I should not read and see all the homeless furry friends or bad things happening to them, because I'm way too over sensitive and have a strong reaction..but I still support some places to help homeless cats.

    I wish I could have a lot of money, buy a huge house and fill it with cats, so I can take good care of them. ♥ ..because in here it's too cold for them to make it on their own outside.
    There was just this horrible case where someone had abandoned 2 cats in a travelbox in to the woods when there's -20 degrees, I'm so glad they were found and hope the one who did it will be found too.

    ~ Frillycakes ♥ ~

    1. I have the same dream....when i will be old and i hope that i can leave job and go live far away from th city, i wanna buy a big country hause with garden and i want to help all this cats and dogs that can't get a family, I wanna help thm all....i wish i could do it right now, but i can' home is so small and i live on the street, i have to go to work everyday and i don't have enough money to take care of more animals, i already have 2 cats :(